Define Lie

How horrible is it really to tell a lie? I am preparing to take on a completely fictitious role in the name of self-preservation and happiness. Telling a lie that will affect almost no one and really only make a difficult situation easier. in the long run. And the person who will be affected by it has painted me into a moral corner from which i feel it is not only my wish, but my divine animal right to escape from by any means necessary.
It makes me laugh how dramatic and crazy my life can seem, while it really just moves along one day at a time like everyone else's.
Also, in doing this I will be improving things not only for myself, which is important, but for someone else that i love. Two people will be made happy through this lie. hmm. how hard it is to beat back the conditioning we have been given since infancy regarding the black and white contrast of morality.
I am looking forward to the future. I am happy. I am glad of my decisions and don't regret anything.