a nanny no longer

So, I have left Brad's house. i mean i left. I put Lucy in my purse and walked out of his house and didn't go back. i wrote him an email last night to let him know that i wasn't coming back, so that he wouldn't think i was kidnapped or anything. His crazy controlling nature left me feeling i had no other choice. while i tried and tried to remain calm and act rationally it only kept getting back to the same spot where he felt that i owed himn my entire life. So, when he told me that i owed him $1000 for a phone bill i left. another way for him to keep me indefinetly. this time sans pay for a few weeks. and there's no reason why my phone bill should have jumped from the average $50 it's been every other month to $1000. i can't stay in a place where i am so trapped. so now he has been emailing me with vacillating polarity of emotions. one says he wants to know i;m safe and he forgives (?) me and the other says he's reporting me to the us military (?!). so, i'm hoping a bus in about an hour and i'll be out here for good soon! i hope to see you all when i get home. And, i'm ok. not to worry all, i'm tough in the face of adversity. too bad i won't be pretty in the face of adversity because i left all my makeup behind!